Words cannot even begin to express how sorry I am for the type of worthless and meaningless life I’ve lived.
I’ve not only squandered and wasted countless opportunities to lead a better, more productive, profitable, and enjoyable life over the years, but I’ve also failed to appreciate the many blessings I do have and have taken for granted throughout the course of my unappreciative and self-absorbed life.
I’ve had numerous opportunities presented and given to me others could only dream of throughout the rest of the world.
I’ve not only been an embarrassment and liability to my family and friends, but also to my country and society as well.
If I were to die at this very moment, I can honestly say and without being melodramatic, I’m not sure anyone would even miss me.
I’ve lived a loveless and selfish life devoid of any real love, compassion, or forgiveness for others and that’s why I call myself a loser and justifiably so.
I am a weak and flawed man ... a man filled with many temptations.
Temptations I've routinely given in to such as sexual desire, lust, greed, fear, vanity, cowardess, dishonesty, hatred, selfishness, gambling, self-pity, pornography, theft, envy, and laziness to name just a few.
P.S. I'm the person underneath the bear costume ... why and how I ended up there is another story for another day.